AN: I'm sorry for taking so long... REALLY, UNTTERLY depressed. I hope you like this, and I apologize again for keeping you all waiting. Thank for all of your support guys'
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing.
Relena fell upon her bed, exhausted from the emotional outpour
which she had evoked, and began to murmur words of incoherence
into the wistful breezes that fluttered around her chamber and
chilled her skin.
"So mean... my poor darling... someday... set free,"
she whispered as she fell into a deep, intimate slumber.
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
"They're so cruel, why can't they see you, your innocence,
the righteousness within you? Why must they judge you by your
physical actions instead of by pure intention?" Relena cried,
clenching her fists and falling to her knees, calling out to her
stranger. The dark figure reached out to her in the nothingness,
wanting nothing more than to surround her in his embrace and hold
her to his bosom forever. But he knew that could not be, for
his bitter touch burned her very essence in excruciating agony,
and he couldn't bear to put her through such misery.
"My little dove," the shadow whispered, "don't
worry about them... I have you here with me now, and that's all
which I could ever want or need."
"I won't leave you, I promise I won't leave you this time!
Then we can be together, and you will be lonely no longer,"
the young woman said, hope glistening in her voice. As she spoke
to him, her eyes met his own, and all he could see within them
was hope, naivete, and infant-like happiness. The beautiful veil
of light that clothed her and kept her safe from his own demonic
aura gave her the splendor of a youthful maiden who was soon to
be the bride of the man of her innermost desires. Her blinding
radiance sparkled and shimmered as a feral torch through the bleak
terrain, and her locks of beautiful eagle-feathered elegance draped
along the figure's shoulders, creating a garment of fine gold
for him to wear.
"You must go back, you cannot stay here with me. As much
as I would will it, it just cannot be done. Please leave me,"
he chided.
"No, no I would never. I need you my brave knight. You
are mine and mine alone, and when I feel your heart ache, mine
writhes in pain with your own. Don't make me go," Relena
murmured back.
"Oh my darling... forgive me Lord for I am selfish and weak!
You shall stay with me if you choose, but you must understand
that in this world we will not last long this way. Are you willing
to leave behind all of those who love and care about you? Your
brother, the rest of the Gundam pilots... are you truly sure you
want to leave them behind at this point?"
The ambition within Relena's hallow orbs faded as he spoke to
her. She had never thought about that before. Could she really
just leave them without saying good-bye... when it was her choice?
Would they ever forgive her when they joined her someday? Still,
she knew what she needed, and she knew what this shadow of the
darkness required. She had no choice... she would leave them
all for this one, misguided soul, which was her soul-mate, the
one that God had destined for her before the dawn of time itself.
She loved him, and she could not bear knowing that he was suffering
any longer.
"Yes, I am ready to accept that," she whispered meekly.
"You know that we may be split apart at death because of
my ill judgement, and you therefore would be wasting your life?"
"If that is the case, then I will go down into the recesses
of hell itself to bring you back to our eternal bed in heaven
in which we both shall sleep together in timeless bliss. I do
not fear what I am to undertake, it is right... I know it is."
"Relena," the voice murmured before a tear rolled down
his cheek, singeing the skin of cindered aloe, that one bead of
sentiment which he let fall illuminating his entrancing eyes of
mythical pride. He carefully took her hand, shuttering inside
seeing how his touch massacred her chaste apparition, and slowly
brought her fingers to his lips, kissing every fingertip with
divine reverence. Translucent crystals of light flowed along
her cheeks with each of his sincere, yet pernicious brushes to
her exuberant skin, and small whimpers escaped her throat as he
began to kiss her wrist in a more hungry fashion. It hurt her
so much, and yet the passionate sensations felt so wonderful and
new, that she couldn't tell him to stop. As he kissed her elbow,
he slowly opened his eyes and jumped back from her, releasing
her from his grip. The luscious glow that once graced her arm
had now dissipated, and gruesome red welts replaced that impeccable
beauty. His breath was halting, and he felt horribly for having
done that to her.
"Oh Relena, I lost myself in the moment, and in it I have
killed a part of you. Please forgive me... I'm so sorry,"
he said horrified.
"Heero, it's all right... I'm sure it will heal. As long
as I can be with you, I don't care what happens," she said,
a hint of gladness in her tone.
"It won't be long my princess, and then..."
"We'll be together always, my Perfect Soldier," Relena
interrupted as they looked upon each other in loving content.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*
"Oh God, Heero! Come on buddy wake up!" Duo shouted
to the unconscious Heero lying on the kitchen floor. His heart-beat
and pulse were extremely faint, and his breath incredulously shallow,
so harsh that his chest barely rose and fell with each sip of
air he took.
"His vital signs are fading fast, and I see no physical
indication why he would be having all these internal failures,"
Sally thought out-loud, very nervous because she couldn't find
out what was wrong with him. "Come on guys, carry him up
to his room so I can examine him better."
"Sure Sally," Trowa said as he and the other pilots
brought Heero up the stairs and laid him on the coarse sheets
of his bed.
"Listen Duo, Relena trusts you the most other than Heero,
so I think you need to go and tell her what's going on with Heero.
Maybe if she's here with him his condition will improve,"
Quatre suggested hopefully.
"All right man, but you're goin' to be the one consolin'
her when she's here," Duo muttered under his breath. He
swiftly ran down the corridor and into Relena's room, not even
bothering to knock. It was pitch-black in her bedroom, the only
light being cast from the dawning sun as a few of its locks penetrated
through the closed drapes of her balcony. She was lying on the
bed, her hands and sprawled tresses covering her face from foreign
visitor, and Duo gingerly shook her, trying to awaken her from
her obviously deep repose.
"Hey Lena, come on babe wake up," Duo whispered. She
didn't respond at all to his calls, not even a moan escaping her
lips for his benefit. With tender caution Duo turned her so that
he could gaze upon her face, but as soon as he looked he wished
he hadn't. She didn't seem to be breathing, and her lips were
starting to turn from a rosebud pastel into violet tinge. Her
body felt cold as newborn icicles, and her vivacious form was
now limp and lifeless to the touch.
*Oh my God, what just happened here Lena?* was all Duo could
think to himself as he ran down the hall to get Sally.
"Sally!" Duo called as he burst through the cracked
door. "It's Lena, somethin's wrong!"
"Duo, look at Heero! I'm sure it can wait a..."
"No! It can't! She won't wake up!"
"What!" everyone in the room barked at him in unison...
AN: I'm sorry that was so short, but I have so many things
on my mind. I'm also sorry that sucked like heck too... same
excuse as the before reason. You guys, you're all really great,
and I mean that, but I really REALLY am depressed right now.
I've never felt so down in my life. I guess it's just that my
life sucks right now, and I'm surrounded by problems. Please
forgive me, but I'll probably only be posting weekly from now
on, until I feel better. Like I said, it has nothing to do with
you guys, it's just me. God bless you all, and I hope you aren't
angry with me. Oh, and all of those people whose fics I'm in
the middle of reading, it's going to take me a while to catch
up, so don't think I hate your fics or something. Bye.