A Far Away Union, Part 7 by Tomorrow
AN: This is the last part. I know this series is kind of short, but the ending has a twist. And you better get your kleenexes ready, because you'll hate me for the ending *runs away as people come at her with knives and other weapons.*
Disclaimers: I don't own Gundam Wing. You all knew that.
"So Relena, who is this girl that you were supposedly
lying with?" Heero asked as they walked along the path to
the stream.
"Well, to tell you the truth, I've seen her twice. Once
in reality, and the other time in my dreams."
"In your dreams?"
"Yes. You see, in the dream... perhaps I should tell you
about her first. She has long brown hair, eyes like mine, wears
a pink dress, and also wears her hair in my same style."
"Mhmm," Heero nodded to himself as she went on.
"Well, it started out where I was lost in this field that
supported the growth of a variety of different kinds of beautiful
flowers-each one a different color of the rainbow. Suddenly,
I saw this little shadow coming towards me. I tried to run away,
but it was just no use... something was keeping me there beyond
my will. Anyway, when the apparition approached me, I found it
to be a child... a girl to be exact, and in her hands was the
bear that you gave me for my sixteenth birthday."
"My bear... what was she doing with that?"
"I don't know Heero, she just held it close to her chest,
like it was her whole existence. I too in the dream asked her
how she got the animal, but she told me that she couldn't say.
She said that the previous owner had 'abandoned' him, the same
way she-she had called the owner a she-had 'abandoned' her."
"But Relena, YOU have possession of that teddy bear. Could
she have possibly been referring to you?"
"I don't know. The thought did cross my mind, but before
I had time to get more in-depth with her, she started reciting
a parable."
"What about?"
"I'm getting there Heero. She talked about the trees and
flowers that were all around the meadow and how they would never
know the love their Mother Nature had for them."
"I'm not following."
"I didn't either until she explained her truth further.
You see, the flora and such can only see how nature's crude changing
of the seasons is making them die through the autumn and winter.
Though Mother Nature may cherish all of her creatures, they will
never know it, because they must die in order to give birth to
their new offspring."
"That may be true Relena, but wouldn't they realize that
they will be reawakened in the spring?"
"That's exactly what I said to her, but she made a really
could point that contradicted that thought. It's not the parent
generation that rises in the spring, it is their seedlings that
take root during the first signs of winter's retreat."
"So?"
"Don't you see? The 'parents' will never know the love
which Mother Nature had for them because they died before they
could know the truth. As human beings who are immune to such
the vicious cycle, we are able to see the resurrection of the
plants and animals from under the frost. These products of nature
can only know what they have lived through and have been shown."
"All right, granted that's correct, what does that have
to do with you?"
"Heero I don't know!" Relena whinnied, turning her
head away in frustration. "The next thing I knew, she was
talking about how she had to sleep along with Nature's children,
that she too would be shown no mercy. The wind, the wind took
her teddy bear up to the heavens, leaving her there to be covered
in the drifts of snow. And before I could get to her sleeping
form, the wind carried me up to the heavens... and that's when
I awoke."
"Common sense should tell us that this dream was filled
with symbolism that we should be able to infer or be able to relate
to our own lives. Otherwise, why would this vision have been
given to you?"
"You mean that the teddy bear, her story, and the wind could
possibly have a trait or person that they are embodying or could
be trying to send us a message?"
"Yeah."
"But what would it..."
"I don't know Relena!" Heero snapped at her, fire burning
in his eyes. Relena backed away nervously, again hurt that he
would speak to her again so harshly. He had never spoken to her
so when they were human... what was different now?
"Relena... I'm sorry." He whispered while bowing his
head, his eyes studying the grass with anomalous interest. "I
don't know what's been wrong with me lately. I've been feeling
these_emotions_so much more strongly than ever before. Relena,
you must listen to me. No one in this world can be completely
devoid of sentiments. It is human nature that people create beautiful
dreams for themselves, nothing can take away such an ability,
and within the compilation of expectations is the root of a person's
feelings. Even if one's humanity has been taken away from him,
his yearning for happiness cannot. Just as you have hopes for
the future, as do I. It's just that I buried them so deeply within
myself, that they can only surface when I am around someone who
has hidden dreams with the same exquisite beauty. I don't let
people openly gander at my desires, because I'm afraid they will
shatter them. These hopes are the only things I have left in
me, they are the only reason I dare stay alive and fight. If
they were broken, then I would die. I would have to be dead because
as I said before, people must have dreams to keep them in pursuit
of life, and without this tendency, they are surely dead. I thought
I had died a long time ago, before I met you. My mind was completely
blank, and I didn't even know if I believed in the cause I was
going to be risking my life and my last bit of kindness for.
I guess that's why I was so eager to be physically dead, because
if you knew how it felt to be spiritually broken, suicide would
sound like heaven in itself. But that day on the beach, that
day when my eyes shot open and looked into your eyes of ocean
fury, I saw such hidden desires, desires meant for me. That's
when I felt something within me be rekindled once more, and even
though I tried to kill myself in front of your very eyes that
day, in my heart I was grateful that it had malfunctioned."
"Oh Heero," Relena sobbed, bringing her head down to
gaze into his eyes, "if you felt that way, then why did you
want to kill me? Why were you so distant from me? Why did you
hurt me?" Tears began to rain from her woeful eyes, a beautiful
shower of wonder and hope captured in those liquid crystals that
if scoffed at would have crushed her naÔve spirit of purity.
As she cried, Relena's antler began to glisten in the basking
warmth of the sun, causing Heero to have to back away a bit and
turn his head again.
"Relena, I had forgotten what such a sensation was like.
I had been so impartial for so long, that this reawakening of
my emotions was killing me. I thought I was content without feeling,
but whenever your eyes wandered to me, I began to blush at my
past, be tortured with my childhood, and be prodded by my heart.
It scared me Relena. All I knew was that I wanted to get rid
of it as fast as possible, before I got hurt again. That's why
I dismissed my dreams long ago before, was because I had been
hurt so deeply, that I didn't think I could bear to be hurt again."
"What happened to you Heero?" Relena nuzzled him gently.
"My mother gave me up Relena. I can remember her shrieking
at me about how I was nothing but a disappointment. I remember
her striking me, telling me that this was the only way I could
learn respect, because I was nothing more than an animal. And
most of all," Heero whispered, shutting his eyes tightly
while clenching his teeth, "I can hear saying that she never
loved me. I was not the son she wanted, and I could never make
her proud of me."
"Oh Heero," Relena cried, rubbing her horn against
his own. When their spiral's met, Heero's began to shine and
reflect the light as Relena's had always done. Cinders and sparkles
shielded their horns, and a breathless white flame came to life
between them. It danced along the elliptical texture of their
united antlers, causing all of the animals that had been hidden
in the debris of trees, shrubs, and fresh-scented leaves to gawk
at them in awe and reverence. The snow-flushed fire illuminated
their faces, showing the friction of their sentiments grow deeper
as they comforted each other. Heero was the first to speak in
their moment of blind passion between the two creatures whose
love at this moment was a mythical as their nature.
"Relena, you have ignited my heart again. I know, I know
now why we were turned into these forms when we drank the enchanted
water."
"I do as well Heero, I understand what purpose these conspicuous
horns serve as they crown our heads with royalty."
"These horns are a reflection of our own hearts. That is
why yours is made of crystal and is clear with shimmering magnificence
of purity, while mine was mere silver that was dull and did not
sparkle. My heart was barren and bleak, unable to show the intensity
that dwelled within. But now, you Relena, you have resurrected
my hopes and dreams, my love and my desires. I was so afraid
because in this form my heart was wide open to you, but now I
have no reason to fear. My antler now shines and glimmers in-sync
to yours."
"Our horns reflect the beauty of our dreams, and as I am
in union with you now, I can see all you have ever felt, all that
you have ever known, and it is all bewitching to me."
Oh how this pair became so different than what their characters
would provide. The heat and calenture of this moment had them
departed from their bodies and united in spirit and existence,
something we who have never experienced love cannot imagine.
Finally, this outburst was calmed as the two felt warmth and
satisfaction in each other's arms... arms?!?!?!? They opened
their eyes immediately, and found each other intertwined in the
embrace of the other; the wind tossing the long white and black
capes the pair were wearing, the two cloaks as they entangled
in the breeze becoming a soft blend of silver. They were human
again.
Heero could feel Relena's flesh meld against his own, causing
him to shudder in pleasure. He began to kiss her lightly on her
lips, barely brushing his against the taste of her own. His hair
tickled her little nose, eliciting soft whispers as they kissed
in splendor. Heero had slid his callous hand from her tiny hips
up to her breasts, where he massaged them gently, enjoying the
tenderness of her bust. He then brought his lips down to his
hands and began to treat her bodice with the same reverence as
he did her lips. These sensual actions being concealed by their
tangled capes.
As they continued this play of desire, the little girl walked
up to them, a smile spreading across her baby-like features.
But not to worry, as I said, their wafting cloaks prevented her
from seeing any passion beyond what her age called for.
"I knew I was right, you both found your friend. You don't
know how happy you've made me. Now we'll always be together,
and nothing will tear us apart. Your love has become strong and
everlasting, and therefore your union will always exist... I love
you."
Once the child said these words, the wind instantly halted and
began to blow in the opposite direction. The peaceful serenity
in Heero and Relena's eyes as they looked at the girl vanished
and was replaced with a harsh gaze of reality. They then turned
to each other, and Heero pushed Relena away from him, causing
her to fall to the ground with the loud splitting of her bones.
"No... NOOOO!" the child cried as she saw his aggression,
tears beginning to form in her eyes as she heard the cracking
and saw the pained expression on Relena's face. "Please
stop this now!"
Relena staggered to her feet and slapped Heero across the face
with all her might; leaving her imprint as it glided across.
"You unfeeling... THING! You hypocrite! You will never
feel love for me, and infatuation was all I have ever known!
You're not worth a second of my life!" she screamed in his
face as she struck him.
Heero clasped her wrists and began to bend them forcefully, chuckling
as he heard her bones breaking under his hold. "You are
nothing but a love-sick puppy. What you want is pitiful and for
me to become something I cannot be! You have been nothing more
than a bother to me, and I'm sick and tired of your little games!
No die bitch!!!" Relena screeched in pain as Heero reprimanded
her both physically and emotionally, her body becoming limp as
he tore the breath from her lungs.
"No, STOP! Please don't do this! I love you! It's because
of me, it's all because of me this is happening! Why are you
doing this to me! I am your love, don't leave me alone! Don't
leave me alone! DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" the child kept
screaming as she saw what had seemed to be an unwavering relationship
and her being, fall apart in front of her eyes...
"AAAAHHHH!!!" the little girl screamed as she opened
her eyes. Her head was pounding, and she saw blood streaming
from all of the cuts she had dotting her body. Whatever part
of her wasn't a crimson mess, she found black-purplish bruises
scarring her. Her lovely pink dress that her father had just
brought home for her after his trip was torn and covered in ashes
and dirt, and her lovely brown tresses were swimming with rocks
and debris, while mud was caking her once peach face. She looked
around her, trying to remember what had happened, and saw herself
surrounded with rubble and broken glass. Next to her was a storybook
that was opened to the second to last page, beautiful pictures
painted within of unicorns, and how they protected people's dreams.
They were white if they protected pleasant dreams, black if they
protected indifferent dreams, and a dark brown, distorted and
deformed if they were the guardians of nightmares. Looking in
her lap, she saw the teddy bear her mother had given her on her
birthday that day, but it wasn't the same. It's once black eyes
that reflected her image, were now chipped and covered in mud.
As a matter of fact, one of them was even missing. The scarlet
ribbon hung loosely around its torn arm, and the stuffing was
coming out of all the stitchings. She cuddled the bear tightly,
hoping it could warm her, when she looked behind her, and dropped
the bear in shock.
There, now gazing at her, were the bodies of her parents. Her
mother's long tendrils covering her eyes as well as her father's,
being highlighted with dark trails of blood. Their complexions
were pale and translucent like specters, mounds of dirt and cinders
making their skin look coarse and even more light than it probably
was. Her father's body lay under her mother's, for it looked
like she had toppled over him after falling unconscious. Right
beneath them, lying in pieces on the ground, was the music box
they always used to help get her to sleep. It used to be a snow
globe that inside would change of each of the four seasons when
shaken up. But now all she could make out of it were the little
balls of snow, the crunched leaves of autumn's delight, and the
bud-shaped flower petals of spring. As she looked at the broken
glass, she began to hum the song to herself, trying to remember
her mother's sweet voice as she sang along with the music. Her
father was always in charge of making sure it was wound up and
didn't stop until the song was completely finished.
When these memories came back to her, the little girl lay back
down in the rubble, as far away from her parents' bodies as she
could possibly get, and began to cry herself to sleep. She threw
the bear across the debris, and whispered out as it began to rain
in what was once her room of the fallen house, "Mommy, daddy,
why did you leave me alone? I'm sacred, please don't leave me
here! Mommy! Daddy!"
As their baby choked out her tears, Heero and Relena were shedding
their own, for they had to part with the one thing in life that
had made them whole.
AN: Weird huh? I know it was depressing, but I LIKED the ending.
In case you didn't figure it out, they were more than likely
attacked by some assassin, and that's why the house was in ruins
and why they were all covered in rubble. The little girl wasn't
evil... it was their little girl! The whole unicorn thing was
a dream she was having after she was knocked unconscious after
the assassin hit, and I guess you can infer why she dreamed what
she did because of the details in the last part. Well, I hope
you liked it, and PLEASE tell me what you thought. Thank you
everyone, bye!!!